I’m not sure if anyone is willing to give advice but I would want some with my situation as I feel unsafe at all.

So recently my mother has been more controlling than ever, not giving me any sort of actual space whenever I need it. she is constantly making more troublesome stuff for me to deal with and I’m actually tired of dealing with it. Two days ago, I tried the grey rock method and she started to get more aggressive at me to the point she seemed to have planned to actually do physical things other then what she usually does which is verbally putting you down. she has some narcissistic tendencies and I can’t handle her constant mood swings and her bickering about how useless my siblings and I are to other people, making them believe everything she says because she puts on the kindest act that it’s convincing. she has also taken my cash, and my devices so I can’t contact anyone, for those who are wondering how i’m doing this I am using a school laptop. I am not sure if she will break this laptop but I’m just in desperate need of help. she wants me to apologize for throwing the cash at her when she asked for it and plus, I didn’t even throw it at her. along with that, she now doesn’t want me to talk to her but wants me to apologize for “throwing” cash at her and not referring her as my mother (cause she disowned me two times this year so I didn’t know she re-adopted me). that happened yesterday, and on the same day, I wanted to go to the doctors since I noticed a grey stripe on my nail so I requested to go to the doctors. after her saying how much i’m being extra, she finally brought me there but constantly glared at me as I stood there waiting. The reason I wanted to go was because I heard that it could be a sign of some cancer, vitamin deficiency, or something else but the time came and the doctor did say I had some vitamin deficiency. Now my mother says that’s the last time she will ever bring me to the doctor’s for any other help and that I brought that all onto myself. I don’t think I can take another day and I feel like the best solution is to just personally end it all. honestly, my memory is very crappy so please forgive me if this seemed to have came in chunks. I am also going to the dentist today, so this is gonna be one hell of a day. – p.s I may forget about this website so this may take a while for me to come back (STILL GIVE ADVICE IF YOU CAN!)