Will we make it to the altar?

THIS IS EXPLICIT 18 + older

My Fiancé & I have been having issues in the bedroom. Well, making it there at least. I am a SAHM, he works M-TH 5 AM -3 PM, I cook, clean, take care of our son (6 Mo) and make sure everything else is handled. I do understand what it’s like to work long hours but is it wrong to feel like I’m not being pleased?

Ex.

We hadn’t had sex in over 3 weeks and I tried to initiate of course but he was tired, this was a wed. He told me, tomorrow since he didn’t have to work the following morning, next day comes and he doesn’t try to initiate it, doesn’t read any signals, and then if I ask he’s tired. What’s also EXTREMELY frustrating is, he can play the game till 11:45 PM but if he’s in bed at 9 he can’t have sex with his fiancé. Before you ask yes I know he isn’t cheating on me, we only have one son and our family dynamic is pretty great even our wrelationship but he’s just not pleasing me sexually at all right now.

Also, I know that he is physically attracted to me, when we do have sex it’s great, sometimes i feel as if it’s only when it’s to please him. There has been several times where he has not wanted to buy because I was in the mood and I start by giving him oral, 95% of the time within 10 minutes he c—— off oral but then he makes excuses of why he can’t. The last time it happened he did offer head but he doesn’t even like to listen to what feels good. I don’t know what to do, I’m not one to bring up the past but I’m not sure if it’s me or this is a male thing but I have only ever been in long term relationships and any guy that I’ve been with, regardless of them c——— off h—- they still want to have sex. Am I going crazy? I have talked to him several times and explained that I don’t need to have sex everyday or every other day but I at least want it 2 a week, I’m to the point where I’ll take once a week. He never likes to be spontaneous because “our son is awake” we can’t have morning sex because our sons crib is in our room and he peaks if he’s awake, he doesn’t like to have sex throughout the day or come home wanting it, it’s always tonight but never happens . Sorry for this rant I’m just frustrated 😖