well.. im feeling like a horrible person right now. the thing is, im stuck between two guys. one of them , we’ll call him guy1, and the other guy2. i met guy1 a couple months ago, and we’ve been dating for more than 2 months. and i like him so so much, he means a lot to me. but guy2, we’ve known each other around 1-2 years but only recently became friends because i helped him get through a breakup. but helping him through this breakup resulted in him catching feelings for me, and the thing is. i kind of like him too.. and i know i have to tell them the truth because i cant keep hiding this forever but i couldnt bare hurting their feelings like that. me and guy2 arent really dating, but we’re talking as if we are close to dating and ik he wants a relationship with me. i went and lied and told him that im not ready for a relationship.. and he told me he’ll wait. but the thing is, guy2 is such a sweetheart and is buying me flowers and always there for me when i need him. hes so so thoughtful and hes such a strong person for surviving that break up. he was really really heartbroken and he told me that because of me, he sees hope in love again. and i really dont want to break his heart. i know it was wrong of me and i shouldve just told guy2 that i have a boyfriend, but i enjoyed the attention. im a shitty fucking horrible person and i really have no idea what to do. i love guy1 with all my heart and i cant do this relationship knowing that im talking to another guy on the side. i can tell that theyre both really into me and i would hate to break their hearts. but i know itll be worse if i keep it a secret and they find out themselves. am i a cheater? i hate cheaters and i never want to be one but i feel that im cheating and i hate it. i badly want to tell the truth to guy2 about guy1 but i dont know how to do it without breaking his heart once more. any advice on what to do:(? i know im a horrible person and you probably dont wanna help me out but i really need it right now i seriously dont know what to do..